Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Here we go then...

It seems the Doctor was correct. Found out today that he was 97% certain after the mammogram and ultrasound. I think I was always more certain than he was.

Life's a series of strange situations when you consider it isn't it. It's really weird when I look back to watching my Mum ill to think that I'd have to ever face something similar without her about. But you know what? I think it'll be fine, everyone is being wonderful. I've just got to learn how to accept help when offered, some people seem to have a gift at making it incredibly easy for me to say "yes please" (Nadine & Kathy I'm talking to you especially also Pat and Tina)

My Dad has just been on the phone to me again and said something along the lines of that he "can't believe what is happening and that it must have been one of the worst days of my entire life" and I said "no Dad it isn't but telling you about the cancer tonight would have to be in the top two"

I promise you in a lot of ways IT IS WORSE FOR YOU THAN ME!!

Anyway I'm so tired I don't even know if any of that makes even the slightest iota of sense, so I'll be back tomorrow to try again. Sorry!

It might not have been the best day in the world but yes I've had worse.

Love
Jen x

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