Ermmmm wish they could invent a tablet or something to set your body clock back to normal! I've spent so many of my months over the last 2 years of treatments etc not being able to sleep at night and then making up for it during the day that it's almost as if I've forgotten what time I'm supposed to be sleeping.
Well you might say go to sleep earlier and set your alarm... been there done that, and am saving up for the t-shirt, no it doesn't work.
If I had a pound for every time someone says "well just try not to fall asleep during the day then" I'd be a millionaire! But again been there, done that and am saving up for that t-shirt also, and it too don't work.
Just when I think I might be getting it sussed something else happens to disrupt my carefully laid out plans. Something else to worry about for instance or a particularly tiring day. The latest one of these times came when my 'little' boy broke his big toe on Monday evening! He says it was my fault! But I was only pretending to chase him to give him a tickle (it's not like I could ever catch him up!)
So there ended the restful nights sleep for the start of this week because I was too busy worrying about if I should or should not bother taking Sam to the hospital (the ultimate answer to that was NO because they don't do anything with broken toes even if they are big toes and twice the size they should be)
It is amazing though the things you can find to do on the internet at this time of night, I could chat to some American friends, play games, flirt, or come and write my blog... mmmmm have you worked out which one I chose yet?
love
Jen x
